Deep in the gut, deep inside of me

There it is, everywhere

Look at me go, watch it grow

Into my place



Couldn't find myself in the mirror today

Who's that fading face? Oh, no!

Waiting for the one that'll blow me away

Rollercoaster rides, oh, no!



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Tell me what you see when you look at me

Is it more than my HIV?

Tell me what you see when you look at me

Is it more?



Dying weaves quilts of sympathy

Cover me, cover me!

Feeble and blind, weak and dazed

Lover hold me tight



Couldn't see a thing in the mirror today

Tell me that's your name? Oh yeah!

Waiting for the one that'll blow me away

Full blown all the way, oh no!



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Blood and tears shed for years and years

Will it end, will it end?

This is a war, hope, despair

Battle every day



Can you see yourself in the mirror today?

Tell me, what's your name? Oh yeah!

I can see my face and I know this is me

I'm not giving up myself



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