Everything I seem to say

gets me deeper into a world of nothing

All the places I look

are full of pain and realization

Am I awake?

Or am I just merely dead?

Can I take all of it

Or is this all in my head?



Somewhere there's peace

but for now there's only hate

A time to reflect

before you find a fate

Am I Alive?

Or am I just lost and gone?

Is it a new year?

Or is it just a new dawn?



I'll take it all

Like steel walls

A dam in a river of deception

I'm left to fall

I'll take it all

Like iron floodgates

A brick in the foundation

I'm left no fate