I need a moment with your honestyI'm consumed by your 
love that's got a hold on me
Like a Captain so possessed
Your games are leading me to the rocks
I've consoled my heart daily destruction looms
The bottom's falling out I pray it's not too soon
I'm running out of hope, the chances are remote
a man like me can survive enough to float away
Pick me up and kick me down
Spin the bottle and lose me when I'm found
The hardest part to understand
is whether I'm a fit in your plan
or just a pawn in your games
You're not the type to give anything away
I fear my soul is the price I'll have to pay
I'm a slave to your whims
It breaks me when you come and when you go
I'm aware I'm a temporary cog in your wheel
But when devil's gotta play you gotta seal the deal
In a tunnel without light, your harsh words ignite me
Crazy with hunger when you're not in my sight every day
Pick me up and kick me down
Spin the bottle and lose me when I'm found
The hardest part to understand
is whether I'm a fit in your plan
or just a pawn in your games
All of my life I've maintained control but my soul 
broke free and got away
I sought the warm in your arms but all I got was burned
I know you're just using me cause I feel inside I'm all 
in disarray
How empty are your lips that rip me apart so bizarre 
it's too far
Like a train that's a runaway I'm destined to crash
Pretend I'm the only one that's all I ask
I'm a fool to myself, just a casualty in your world
Like Eve with an apple, your temptation rules
I linger in your presence, every act is cruel
My hands are your throne, I feel your heart of stone
And all I fear is to see my bird flying away
Pick me up and kick me down
Spin the bottle and lose me when I'm found
The hardest part to understand
is whether I'm a fit in your plan
or just a pawn in your
Pick me up and kick me down
Spin the bottle and lose me when I'm found
The hardest part to understand
is whether I'm a fit in your plan
or just a pawn
Pick me up and kick me down
Spin the bottle and lose me when I'm found
The hardest part to understand
is whether I'm a fit in your plan
or just a pawn in your games