[Sole]

Thank God I never made it to Earth, what a happy place

how I long to be depressed, to be a grouch, get away



Yo, Yo Here I stand in the desert sands 

There I lay in a dust storm, brain storms 

Some day we may form a massive collective mind with no bandages 

I kneel down to fantasy of what is real 

Thus far the only signs of freshness 

I came across upon this quest was nothingness 

Posessed to find truth at all costs elementally 

I walk a thin line of good and evil coincidentally 

We all believe in god and nature and higher levels 

Yet we dwell with devil's machinery in lower levels of raped scenery 

It's seemingly endless 

Demeaning and mindless, we're friendless and meaningless 

Living in darkness walking with candles 

And while I'm on the subject of difference is lame 

I've noticed the more things change the more things stay the same 

To stay in focus 

It's hopeless to go against the grain while new to this 

Till I'm menopaused and then ejected from the uterus 



Chorus 

And I've seen so far into the night 

And lingered in the land of no night 



Day two I've left the earth and all is alien and foreign 

Females are wailing and I'm swimming in a cest pool 

It's pouring 

It ain't dark no more, no more worth the fight 

My old candles turn to sunglasses, I can't stand the light 

Yet I can't stand the rain these bodies I live with are numb 

And I can't stand the pain these children I play with are dumb 

A figure points a finger and whispers, "leave" 

This small porcelain tomb

It will be all I will have achieved 

And I refuse to be excrement 

dash to the left and to try to and break for my life 

A large hand grabs me now, there's no escape 

I'm thrown into a whirlpool, spinning until infinity 

Grasping for an oxygen breath, but I don't breath that yet 

Inhale the H20 and thank life I'm still living breath 

Giving death a hell of a run until the movement stops 

Bubble to the surface almost dead ass out 

Starving cold and alone until I pass out 



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Living ain't all that, I wanna go back to non-existence 

The womb was not meant to be a tomb, but once I've gone the distance 

Won't sleep to see revenge for my dead sibling, I miss her

I watched my brother be impaled as I held the hand of my sister 

Kissed her when she was void 

Missed the missile, I'm docile

Amongst dead soil and fossil till I'm deployed 

None of it ever happened 

As far as I'm concerned I'm barred 

Should've died months ago in the condom 

and this wouldn't have been so hard 

Should'nt of, but it's not that way 

I fought that way 

I lay until I no longer thought that way 

None of this was worth the fight, I should have been disposed 

At night time, laying only half of the trash can 

Not white trash in a trailer park 

Or a dismembered rash lashing utter last sole 

member of a coathanger tailored art 

With no formed identity blanketed by newspapers 

Remedy be levity, life be the penalty 

This body in a mask grow fast carry out the masquerade 

I lay in the cut to hear lies, pawns, peons, and tricks of this trade

In this eon let me be on and beyond the next decade 

There I stayed remain of flux to be another child saved 



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