I keep tellin myself that its not in my hands 
(thisseems outa my hand man) 
For losing you so....??? 
(this wasnt supposed to happen like this) 
I look to the sky sometimes, just open your lips 
(i dont think shes coming back this time) 
open your lips (not this time) 

Cuz every time I pick back up and its all you?? 
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us 
two 
pages turn so fast like all those pages do 
your words that bleed through 

Get back in my arms and just hang in by my side 
losing all of you has left me dry 
tell me where you run to and where do you hide 
no youve never once left my mind 

tell yourself im sorry for these things that ive done 
oh tell yourself never seen that love that gone no 
tell yourself its over now and not to run 
just tell yourself im sorry for what ive done 

Cuz every time I pick back up and its all you?? 
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us 
two 
pages turn so fast like all those pages do 
your words that bleed through 

Listen while Im talking , I dont do it too much 
get a feeling that came between us 
whatever happened to the way that it was 
One thing I cant have is what I want 

So excited its gonna end up this way 
so excited that you would not stay 
you wont be here by the end of my day 
cuz i cant even listen to words that i say 

but every time I pick back up and its still you?? 
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us 
two 
pages turn so fast like all those pages do 
your words that bleed through 

I swear you never really miss it till its half gone 
then you tighten up your grip tryin to hold on 
didnt really appreciate it when its in your arms 
then you can relate to every word in your song 
liek was i wrong but i know im right 
but in hindsight, I blame the limelight 
maybe i just needed time to get my mind right 
maybe we'll reconnect when the times right 

Im trying to think about the causes 
was i too bossy exactly where the fault is?? 

I was told to step in love with some caution 
cuz love and shit is no difference in the darkness 
but love is where the heart is 
you can see the blood as its drippin through the 
gausses 
So i guess I fell outa love with a smile and more love 
with applauses 

And its quiet in my house 
your silence is my home 
and everything reminds me 
that I am all alone 

Its quiet where you used to be 
and now that youre gone, theres not a sound ,theres not 
a word but a dark tone 

well its quiet when im drinking 
its quiet when i smoke 
its___ when im eating, always I sleep all alone 
its quiet now but louder than i sit still like a 
stone??? 
only from my dreams where you wont go 

every time I pick back up and its all you?? 
and there beside me in my mirror, all i can see is us 
two 
pages turn so fast like all those pages do 
your words that bleed through 

?????????????????? 
the pages turn, the pages burn 
and its all cuz of you 
???????? 

How did i get in this perdigement??? 
was I influenced by the benefits 
cuz i was hittin on so many chicks 
lovin you and leavin you was the only cinnamon 
but i guess i wasnt ready for ya 
cuz im rubbin your feet ,cookin spaghetti for ya 
takin you to parks winnin teddys for ya 
but in my heart im thinkin theres someone better for ya 
but my hearts like 'no not this again' 
cut it out black, you know how this will end 
but i swear i really was listenin 
but my dick was yellin and my heart was just whisperin 
so you know who i listen to 
that my hearts bitchin cuz hes miss you 
got my eyes starin at some old flicks of you 
when my nose swears that it can still smell the scent 
of you 

and my soul cant dance who was there for you??? 
losing myself now 

ive been wondering, watching 
ive been waiting so long 
ive been talking, ive been listening 
ive been playin my song 
??? 
but i miss you...