wanted to leave
wanted to leave the city
jesus was standiing far behind
never never felt nothing, nothing but out of place
the walls crying christmas in the line

wanted to believe
wanted to believe the country
'cause there i'm told that yes those people would
wanted to serve but only to serve myself
'cause then i'm told that christmas wasn't good

and i see that you were arranging
now that your family's in the clear
should i let her be
should i send a rose
now the liquors in his hands again

christmas is over
now the blankets go home
i was angry, i was angry
christmas was choking and i need to be home
i was loaded, i was loaded