What I go thru to keep holding on to you

I pick your dirty shirt up off the floor

And wash out all the lipstick stains once more

Pretend I don't know about those bad things you do

What I go thru to keep holding on to you

Pretend that I'm asleep when you come in

So I won't have to ask you where you've been

Cause I'm afraid you'd tell me what I didn't want is true

What I go thru to keep holding on to you

Everybody wonders why I make it and even you must wonder why I take it

But everytime you step across that line

My crazy heart knows maybe it's the last time

I've learned to hide my hurt behind a smile

And hoped that you'll be true for just a while

But all the time I know you'll do just what you want to do

What I go thru to keep holding on to you

What I go thru to keep holding on to you