This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
And now I struggle just to breath

And this used to be my own safety
The side walks the doorknob 
And the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

'Cause I can't relive
All of those nights when I was
Afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
When I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this!
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this now

Look at me
I'm a mess
A mess of everything
That I never wanted to be

I can't relive
I can't relive
All of those nights when I was
Afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
When I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this NOW

All of those nights when I was
Afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
When I was shaking in a cold sweat
Cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(The pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this NOW!