I loved this person who didn't love me

I stuck around, hoping that they would see

Unwilling to loose -Reluctant to care

So confident in the substances we'd share



There was a ghost who haunted my head

Paid close attention to every word he said

Gave him perfection gave all I could give

But what he wanted -was for me not to live



Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign

You're pulling ahead - left me falling behind

Bummer

Blank and so beautiful beige and benign

You're pulling ahead left me I'm falling behind

Bummer

Blank and so beautiful- beige and benign

You pulled ahead - left me failing



I threw a party

But nobody came

I threw a party and I was never the same

I threw a party

But nobody came

I threw a party band I was never the same