i prove myself wrong

denied reality for far too long

i shudder to think

but it's no surprise at all

i was living in the hope

of a feeling to be shared

that's all i've ever wanted

that's all i've ever dared

now things have changed

attitudes are dearranged

it seems that it's uncool

to say what you feel

once i believed

in respect, trust and loyality

this was what used to be

it always made sence to me

there's nothing left

the flame's gone in their eyes

no one seems to care

or is willing to share

just choose to ignore

and comfort in shallow lies

clutching at straws

drowning in their own disguise

once i believed

in respect, trust and loyality

this was what used to be

it always made sence to me

once i believed

in honor, faith and dignity

this was what used to be

but nothing makes sence to me

...makes sence to me

i look at you

i look at me

and hold back all i want to say

it's so hard to betray... yourself!



...so hard

...so hard

...so hard to betray

...myself! 

once i believed

in me!