I try so hard to be good

I get these bad ides

I try so hard to be good

It doesn't always work out

It doesn't always work out

But I try...



To feel the sunlight on my eyes

Shake off the shadows

That were following me around

It's very nice you know and quite a lot to take in

To feel the sunlight and start growing again



I taught myself to push it away

I was watching, watching you do it to me

I taught myself to throw it away



And you get used to being happy

you get used to it, used to it, used to it...



I like to thing about the clouds...

How they are moving

Sometimes it's nice to stay home...

When everybody goes out

It's nice and quiet when they call it's so loud

I don't understand



I shuffle cool across the boulevard

My feet move steady, my shoes go up and down

I'm always late you know...

Late and never ready

I keep it steady though

When I get tight and all up right



I taught myself to push it away

I was watching, watching you do it to me

I taught myself to throw it away



And you get used to being happy

you get used to it, used to it, used to it...



Make no mistake to be user don't mean loser

Witty and cruel they are so easy to confuse

You'll learn eventually or...

Eventually you'll lose it...

Eventually you'll lose it...

Get used to it...