After...
After all, we are the same as we always were
We cover and carry on, like everything's copacetic and courage we felt at all, feels like failure overcome

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up

I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go, so I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see if I can let go and feel again

Sober, we pulled it off
I'm clean and I'm cursed, it's one in all
Forget the chemicals, faking the sense of self and heart

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up

I'm trying to breathe
I wanna let go, so I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see if I can let go and feel again

Wake up
Wake up
I'm not awake, I'm slowly burning away
I'm not OK, I'm falling flat on my face
Down on the pavement, I'm fighting the weight
I'm not awake, I'm slowly burning away

Sometimes I feel like I can't wake up!

I'm trying to breathe.
I wanna let go, so I can feel again
I break up
I'm trying to see if I can let go and feel again

I'm not awake
Feel again
I'm not OK