Is this what you want? Are you happy now? Is this the 
live that you wanted me to live? If you just knew how I'd 
react, ould you still have done the things that you did? 
You'll have to learn to live with it. I thought that you 
were my hero. You were my friend, guess I was wrong. You 
knew it all along and I should have known. Cause I can't 
believe that you're happy now, I can't believe that 
you're proud. It sickens me you're not around. I can't 
keep lying to myself. The anger surrounds me, but I 
dealed with the past. There're no excuses, I'll have to 
learn to live with it. I still can't cope with the 
feeling you let me down. But somehow I try to forget you, 
I'll have to move on. I can't hide from you.