paranoid i melt into myself
 they say i'm to reach inside and find
 the broken part of my machinery

 psychoanalyze the chapters
 on the path to my darkest days
 searching for the answers,
 all i see is damage through the haze

 picking up the pieces of my live
 with no direction for re-assembly
 the one that lays beside me
 is sharing scars of my broken yesterdays
 will tomorrow find me hypnotized ? crying ?

 mother mary in control, domineering stranglehold
 sowing destructive seeds
 for the scavenger to feed
 diving the nail into my head,
 memory flows like a river

 with the one that lays beside me
 i'm healing scars from my childhood memories
 tomorrow finally found me
 i'm hypnotized i'm trying..
 to understand the chapters
 of the path to my darkest day
 searching for the answers
 but there's damage