nothing feeling fit. i can't cope with everyday life for 
long. i can feel and hear clocks beating. not sure what 
to spend these last moments on but i know for sure that 
nothing will ever work. i'm kinda failing at everything 
in slow motion. i hear words trying to get me out of this 
in slow motion i hear words. i don't want this living in 
me. this will die with me, forever it will live. this 
confusion, this inner conflict shouldnt be what it is but 
it seems to late to kill it now.