can hardly move on my own. nightmares are now down to 
losing the lid to my cap. you're so young and you just 
sit there in your seat. trade me bodies now that i've 
become so stuck in this nest. i've become a burden to all 
of you. i want life. more like you i want more life. you 
can't call this life. put me to sleep for good. at least 
then i can talk and walk in heaven with my son.