You get to do as you please

Why is my life for you to tease

I'm trying to cut this chord

Trust is a luxury I can't afford

Thank you for making me feel my pain

Opening my eyes to see I'm truly insane



I breathe out while all breathe in

Is your beginning my end

If I'm the monster waiting to be

It doesn't give you free integrity



I stay up late at night thinking

About what you said

What right do you have to play

With my head

I try hard not to hear your voice

Same room, no choice

Another chance to fail

Is wisdom just another name for hell



I still hear the words you speak

Enter the shadow of the weak

Uncertain, the blur in my eyes

I search the truth, it's all lies