and then i tried what i know i couldn't do.

i got frustrated when i couldn't talk to you.

i had all these plans, but i couldn't follow through.

it's disturbing knowing that i'm losing you.

i cannot. i can't do anything at all.

and then i was who i never thought i'd be,

and when i spoke i was happy someone was listening.

with all these doubts i wonder how i made it.

with no help from you, i succeeded.