My life's scars run so deep, deep as in before birth

Some things just won't ever change, feed myself some more pain

Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence

Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own

Why questioning? No answering, this shit's just so fucked up

Ignoring my own personal self characteristics



Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself

Lost everything taken away from me, words they can't hear

Deaf to hear

Born out of somebody's audacity, not given a fair chance

Lies spoken in words that I do not know, pain teaching me

Suffering



I can't ignore my feelings, my own hostility

Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes

How in the world could you take care of me? You could not care for you

I'm left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me

Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the fuck?

What for?

Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering

What it means



Do not create so blindly, better your offerings

Lives are at stake, don't deny us the future

Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means

Never forget to look deep, finding thyself



Laws I was rebornwith, God-like in character

Choice to create, I will not make that choice

Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh

By my own hand, I can't deceive myself

Childhood wars, I suffered through them, my institution

Some pain will last, like time unchanged

Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion

Stress overwhelms my peace of mind



I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace

Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them

They too came from demons, where can we all find peace?

Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep

To live is to suffer tragically

My life is complete hell, infliction

I know I am not alone, suffering

We all have our own shit, infliction



Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure

Constant awakening of what my spirit brings

Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance

Living in infliction, multiplied misery

Just part of birth, this is the consequence

What do I ask myself? This shit's just got to change

Some pain will last, living in infliction