All this time wasted and all this time gone
You are still waiting for me
Everytime you leave the house remember you're not safe 
But you're hardly ever 

All those times that I could swear I heard you speak 
You spoke in such low voice 
About, if you could choose you would choose not to feel 
'Cause you are hardly ever happy

Sometimes I caught myself standing in that step
And eyes so black and unsure 
Realizing this is not where I want to be 
And not where I want to go 

And I don't mean to brag, I don't mean to disagree
But I feel that you fail to see 
In order to love, you have to be all you can be 
But mostly you have to love yourself 

All this time wasted and all this time gone 
You are still waiting for me 
And if I could choose I would choose not to feel 
'Cause I am hardly ever happy 
I am hardly ever happy