to practice flight in your grasp 

i feel withdrawn from your hands 

the only difference isn't clear 

i shout my name but you won't hear 



and it seems like tomorrow has been and gone 

there's just no inbetween 

sometimes i think the only way i'll survive is alone 

and i know that we're all gods 

but today i feel like nothing 

i wanna redefine what it's like to be on my own 



it's just how i feel sometimes 

cause it's so hard for me 

no, i don't want your sympathy 

it's just a part of my mind 

i doubt you wanna hear this 

though my feelings are so strong 

it's why i say i'm torn 

and why i can't conceive of bliss 



the phoenix tries to to hold on all it has 

it's dreaming for the walls to fall and break apart 

to fly away somehow yet always be at home 

the phoenix falls again and always ends alone