i remember my first day, in 6th grade elementary

the teacher, then called me by my name

she wore a summer dress, the next day wore a little less

and still gave me a boner, just the same



i dropped my pencil on the floor, just to see if i could score

the perfect view of her panties

playing kickball in the yard, i sat and watched her from afar

she was the perfect girl for me



but i don't know

where all the seasons go

the summer came and went too fast



but i know

that i'm still feeling pretty low

i still can't think about her less



i remember my last day, in 6th grade elementary

the teacher asked to see me after class

she tore her clothing off, her juggs were huge and very soft

i woke up drooling on my desk



i'd pat erasers after school, tried to pretend that i was cool

so we could spend some time alone

she was almost 33, she said you're much too young for me

now i harass her on the phone



i'm older now

i cannot find

a reason why, that i should

just put aside

my feelings there

i've come undone and i'm still waiting

for her to decide

and i'm stating

i can't tell you why, i can't give up