Tossin turnin, dreams of murder someone's killin me

It changes there's night I'm on a killin spree

All done, cold blood, wakin up in cold sweats

This is such a cold world my conscience getting death threats

Shadows chokin me, my last breath, lets out my body, it's a conspiracy

My mind and my body's not really down with me

Me against the whole world, it's a little deeper

Me against myself, I fight the grim reaper

Swing sickle I got my glock bust rounds off demented

Schizophrenic, I know this sounds off to you

I do not lie, when I doze off spirits hope I die, whatever

Angels waste they time, they work together

Scheme, they plot on me, 'cause I'm son of man

I hear voices from a dog like Son of Sam

Don't give a damn if the bullets fill me

I don't wanna live, I hope they kill me

Put me out my misery, I live in misery

I kill all my enemies, 'cause I live comfortably

Those who seek me are called wise men

Or either wise guys I pray you comprehend

And realize I'm condemned


No rest, homicidal dreams

My cell mate, all he do is scream

Out loud how he wants to go home

That's funny, I'm here all alone

Locked, in a single cell

His back's bleedin, he's cold as hell

And I'm hopin, they turn on some heat

I call the C.O. to bring some extra sheets

Where he go he walk through walls one halls I pray he teach me

They don't see him at the health try to reach me

I say "please see how he feels"

They said "he's alright, but he's not real"

Evaluation say I suffer from depression

Hallucination, self-? What they guessin

I'm here doin years I'm stressin

Medicate me state me want me to rested

Don't take it cause he said that wont be bested

He said I need his help and he needs me

Nigga you walk through walls, go home you're free


Home, that was far and he was turned off

'Cause his wings were burned off

A lesson was learned, communicated with one

I was chosen 'cause I've got sun


(And I'm the retarded one!)