I've got a new disease in me
I've got a friend that's losing sleep
I take it hard, it's hard to take, I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake
One more confession, discretion's not what I need to sell
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell I'm wide-awake
I'll wreck this if I have to
Tell me what good would that do, I'll wreck this if I have to

I'd be good to you, I'd be so good to you

You get separated, somebody's gone
And I don't know how this is wrong
And I'm so frustrated, falling behind
You were a friend of mine

Be so good to you
'Cause they don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do
They don't know you like I do

There's a difference from me to them
And the road home is paved in star fuckers requiem
I can never go, go back home again
Acadia is gone

And now all my indecision, all of my excess
Don't you ever tell me I'm not loving you best
And I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
And I, Iiiiiiii-oh
Slow down
Slow down
It's better in the worst way
It's getting better in the worst way

Look around round
Look around round
Look around
Look around round
Look around round
Look around
Look around round
Look around round
Look around
Look around round
Look around round
Look around

So here's another day, I'll spend away from you
Another night I'm on another broken avenue
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push it and push it until my luck is over
I wonder what you're doing, I wonder if you doubt it
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it
All the works to impress, charming girls out of their dresses
Smiling pretty and pretty I am right beside you,
Right,
I am right beside you,
Right,
I'll make this perfect again
If I burn out and slip away, you're beautiful,
you are

I've been here so very long and I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you
I'll hide it, can I hide in you awhile
I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets
I never took you for a trick, but sometimes I don't know what you want
I could take it if you need to take this out on someone
If this is just a part I portray, I don't know how it got this way