From the scrapes and bruises 

To the familiar abuses 

I'll kick and scream but it never changed anything 



I could spill my guts out 

Wearing my best little girl pout 

And I almost missed it 

But nobody said that this was gonna be easy 



This is not the man I hoped to be 

And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding 

I don't know how to word it 

I just started to deserve it 

And all my, all my faces are alibis 

And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be 



Most times it all comes out wrong 

I don't know the words but I'll hum along 

There's nothing famillar here anymore 

to anyone or anything left to feel alive 



And I still taste that sickness 

And it makes me crazy without it at best 

But I'm in the same place I used to be 

But I'm trying harder not to be 



This is not the man I hoped to be 

And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding 

I don't know how to word it 

I just started to deserve it 

And all my, all my faces are alibis 

And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be 



So what am I? What am I? So What Am I? 



And all my, all my faces are Alibis 

This is not the man I hoped to be 

And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding 

I don't know how the words go 

I just started not to say no 



Don't want it, Don't get it 

I know you won't regret it 

Don't surface, Don't surface 

And I feel so damned worthless 

Another day is gone and all my faces are alibis 

all ym faces are alibies 



and me, I'm half the man I wanted to be