Here me calling, I'm free falling

What is wrong and right now

Lord I need some light now

Show me, am I living a lie

Was it all for glory

That I wrote my story



I've been trying

Always fighting

Thought it made me stronger

Now I fight no longer



There's a boy I used to know

He was different from me

There was nothing that he

Thought he couldn't do, no no

There's this boy I used to see

Now I see him no more 





If he's gone forever

I don't wanna know



Don't know when it really started

Was it my one way out

From the broken hearted

Growing older made me colder

As I lost direction

Struggling for perfection



There's a boy I used to know

He was different from me

There was nothing that he

Thought he couldn't do, no no

There's this boy I used to see

Now I see him no more

If he's gone forever

I don't wanna know



I'm wide open now

I'll make it somehow

Let go of my defenses

Floating through the air



There's a boy I used to know

He was different from me

There was nothing that he

Thought he couldn't do, no

There's this boy I used to see

Now I see him no more

If he's gone forever

I don't wanna know



(There's a boy)

(I was here)

(He had to go)

He had to go

(There's thïs boy

(I used to see)

If he's gone forever

I don't wanna know



I don't really wanna know