I am elastic
Pumped full of feelings
Expanding until I am swollen
Ripped apart and broken

As my face hit the pavement
I felt myself break
Like a statue made of stone
Or a porcelain vase

And I can hear the way you speak
As if you were lying next to me
Your lips and your hips are
Just a dream

Where’d you go
I’m doing my best without you here
Where’d you go
I’m trying my best without you

I am an actress
Shown on the big screen
Pretending that I am not hopeless
Ripped apart and broken

As I pull my face from the pavement
Everything was the same
But my heart was carved from stone
And my faith was at stake

And I can’t bear to hear you speak
Your voice holds ghosts that follow me
And they whisper
Do you miss her
As I fall asleep

Where’d you go
I’m doing my best without you here
Where’d you go
I’m trying my best without you

And I will keep your memory away
And I will keep your memory away
Oh and in a dream I saw you smile
I reached out and grabbed your hand
But you faded away
Like the grains of sand
And everyone was telling me
That I should just pretend I’m fine
But everything inside of me
Was telling me I’m alive

I’m doing my best without you here
I’m trying my best without you

Where’d you go
I’m doing my best without you here
Where’d you go
I’m trying my best without you