Run fast

hear the backdoor slam

get far enough away to catch my head with my hands

It's always hardest

In the darkest

It's the same thing

every night

every time

I feel the same things

I'm alive in a lie

& I saw myself clearly

that's when it hit me

I think

I might

hurt myself

tonight

I think

I might

hurt myself

tonight

Be strong

If you give in they win

They're wrong

you must remember it

when you're on your knees

in the weakest of weak

moments

you control it

You feel the pain

You can't escape

every way

you turn to run

but somethings got in your way

you say

"this is the reason"

I unleash my demons

I think

I might

hurt myself

tonight

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you wanted?

I think

I might

hurt myself

tonight

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you wanted?

Do I push in?

Or do I pull away?

Do I give in

or leave myself in pain?

I'm falling & I can't get up

& now there's blood everywhere

I think

I might

hurt myself

tonight

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you wanted?

I think

I might

hurt myself

tonight

Is this what you wanted?

Is this what you wanted?

Calm down

Calm down

It was a dream

nothing was real

Calm down

Calm down

My wrists are clean

How do you feel?