I'd love to hate, you and I hate to say good bye
Although it's real I've been living in a lie
The more I know, the more I hate, I have to run
I deceive myself, it's like necking with a gun

For this time I start to realize that life's a bitch
She hits you in the face and gives a tender Judas kiss
Every thought is like salt in my wounds
Until they're scarred I think she's bothering you too

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
I am losing you pace by pace 
You're beyond beautiful
In a different place
No expectations, just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful

I hate to love you but I do, I can't deny
I found myself by losing you in better lies
It's 5 past 12, maybe I was still too young
I will hurt myself by hurting you on my ego run

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
I am losing you pace by pace 
You're beyond beautiful
In a different place
No expectations, just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful

In a different place
No expectations, just our will
When I look at your perfect face
You're beyond beautiful
In a different place
When I carry you to your grave
You're beyond beautiful