For weeks I've felt lost and I can't see the light

Shining through the darkest of days

What can I do to stop myself from hiding my thoughts

From this world of lies?

I've felt so lost for far too long

Trying to leave it all behind

I find I cannot forgive myself for feeling like this

How can I even begin to forgive myself for all the things I'm thinking of doing to you?

How can I forgive myself for this?

But it's all in your head

You just walk out of my life and you expect me to let you back in

With open arms I'll turn to you

For weeks I've felt lost and I can't see the light

So I'll do this one alone

I'll hide my thoughts from you

Is it beyond impossible for me to hold on for you?

Is it beyond you to forgive me?

If not I'll do it on my own time

How can I forgive myself?

For my world is slowly falling down

And you just stand there and watch me fall