A struggle with death's embrace
Blood is covering my face again
Thick swollen lips try to ask why
Why I had never...

Long forgotten memories
I am drowned in it
The search for love led me
Through paths of abuse and hate
I'm counting

The seconds till the end
I spit out what's left inside of me
Thick swollen lips try to ask why
Why I had never...

But this trauma won't fade
Painful enigma follows me
Maybe I could have been
Someone

The silence before the pain
And all endeavours in vain
Thick swollen lips try to ask why
Why I had never...

A struggle with death's embrace
Blood is covering my face again
Thick swollen lips try to ask why
Why I had never...