It's like I'm tired of life

Lord I'm wrong I can't get right

Lord it's Dark and I can't get light

Why it can't be light it's so heavy why my sin won't let me see the end

Come get me

Please get me

My thoughts my mind

My ways all evil

I'm sposed to be your people I'm sposed to see your sequal

I said I'll never leave you

But I'm so left I ain't right Lord I'm sleeping with death

I am cheating with death

Am I deaf cause It's like I can't hear

I question my salvation cause it's like I don't fear you

I'm on a selfish island I am no where near you

God I really need you even tho I don't appear to

I'm drinking out a broken cistern that could never hold water and I'm soon to get burned

Tho I try I never satisfy or quench this yearn

I hear you calling but it's like a fight for me to just turn

I deserve to burn



Felling like a skitzophrenic

Maye I'm not saved cause I have to get high just to block out all the pain

Seen death, seen hurt seen a whole lotta thangs

But instead of running from it I'm running away from change

It's like I'm outside in the ice cold weather

The rains coming down and I keep getting wetter

I know I'm getting sick and I could die any second

But still I refuse to let your truth make me better

I'd rather eat flies and maggots instead of bread

And it's killing me slow but I can't get it through my head

You were stabbed you were murdered

And for me is why you bled

But I spit on your bloody face as If I never cared

Lord how dare I compare my pain

Your father turned his back

And you were left to hang

I don't know why you did it that I can't explain

How can you love this sinner whose desecrated your name

I deserve the flames



I know I am a liar

I know that I am dirt

I know that I am nothing but you can give me worth

I don't know if I know you

But still I know I should

I know the days are evil and only you are Good

I've to the conclusion that I would like to change cause all the worlds money and fame cannot sustain

I know that I should turn but that's the hardest thang

Cause do I really feel that have Jesus is a gain

The world is so tempting

Satan is a beast

He hypnotizes my eye to say the least

But jesus be my treasure to know you is live

And I am here dying trying everything there is

All I need in life is you

Help me turn away from sin

Give me grace to turn away and the fear not to give in

I know that I'm not perfect but if I could rest in Him

I know I don't deserve it but I'll take your hand



Help me Lord before there's no time left

I ain't living I'm just breathing to death [echo]

Your ways are perfect and they lead me to rest

Mine are evil and they lead me to death