And I'll concede, I was the first

To take this news and doubt my everything

Wondering how we would go, go on from here

When everything I thought I needed most

Was taken from me

And you know I want to be, strong but then it's hard to see

How you're controlling everything, and how I need you now

This song is not the end

This change can't take away the things, that you always had in mind

You know you always had in mind

Today was long, as as it went on, I felt the need to want to sleep away

Hoping that tomorrow brings relief on pain

Or put me one day close to the end

So I can see the plan

And now I want to know, how this change will make me grow

Towards the things you'll need me for, and how I need you now