I've lost my voice

I've said all I have to say

You're thick as porcelain

as clear as cellophane.

i miss the nervous shake

and miss the way it hurt

the way it killed to think that I had You first...

i had u first



So then I force a smile

I take the stage

now my knees are weak try to concentrate

I'm loosing air with every single breathe that I take..

I look into your eyes

see the chemicals, you're the whitest white

you've become a ghost

You're dead to me so why can't I let u go?



The phone is like a knife

I drive into my ear

I had a love affair

with distance and with fear

The bus is like a hearse

driving me from her

she's as black as white

she the perfect curse

She's the perfect curse



Chorus



And if the walls had eyes, we would never lie, you could come down on me.



And if u saved my life, how could I survive, you're the one that made me



this way