It's not that I don't care
I know it's here somewhere
But it's more than I can bare to take

I lie awake at night
I never win the fight
It's an addiction I can't shake

It's overbearing me
And growing, flowing, showing

I surrender 
Forever
I fold, I played the losing card
I'm under
It's over
I give it up, it's all too hard

It's not I'm unsure
I've heard it all before
But I can't help wanting more to keep

You just don't understand
The way I really am
It's all I ever can be

But underneath it all
I'm breaking, waking, shaking

I surrender 
Forever
I fold, I played the losing card
I'm under
It's over
I give it up, it's all too hard

And now I face it all
I'm falling, crawling, stalling

I surrender 
Forever
I fold, I played the losing card
I'm under
It's over
I give it up, it's all too hard

I surrender 
Forever
I fold, I played the losing card
I'm under
It's over
I give it up, it's all too hard