I'll endure the pain
That lingers in my home
The house is so deranged
And I feel so alone
When will it be right?
When will they stop to fight?
I'm hurting on the inside

Why is the time
Not on my side?
I can't bare another moment
Feeling so blind
Hiding behind
The smile that goes unbroken
I have to lie just to get by
Well I'm not your average ordinary girl

It's hard for me to forget words and what they mean
Insulting all my life and sinking on my dreams
When will I get out?
I have the strength but doubt
Myself on the inside
Can't take it anymore

Why is the time
Not on my side?
I can't bare another moment
Feeling so blind
Hiding behind
The smile that goes unbroken
I have to lie just to get by
Well I'm not your average ordinary girl

Don't wanna be sedated
Don't need less control of my life

Why is the time
Not on my side?
I can't bare another moment
Feeling so blind
Hiding behind
The smile that goes unbroken
I have to lie just to get by
Well I'm not your average ordinary
Tender, kind, extraordinary,
Living in a complicated world
As an ordinary girl