Wasting feeling breeding inside me

A shadow of something crawling behind me

And I'm pretending there´s nothing in there

But hearing those whispers makes me to believe



Here - I lay in my bed tasting bitter sweet

Smell - In my breathe reminding smell of death

Dreams - In my head slowly fade away

The end -Is nearby me and I want it to be



The king - Inside my head seducing me to betray

You - The only one making myself me

The loss - In my life great it will be

The game - Is taking me and the prize is defeat



Defeat

Inevitable, my destiny

Best friend I've ever met



Hands stretching up to reach the sky

Grobing for a lifehold a place to stay

Fingers are slipping and I´m falling down

Into the world I know the world of sadness



Room - In my heart empty as a well

Still - Waiting for the victory to take

In vain - I've lost this game before I've even born

Defeat - My destiny all I ever get