John Reuben
John Reuben - X-Ray lyrics
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Broken reality there's no means of escape Broken reality lookin' to leave this mind-state But the more that i leave the harder it seems i come back Now im livin' out these lies that i call my trap And i call it that cuz i didn't do this intentionaly What i now call my trap i used to call my fantasy And why do i fantasize in order to leave the reality Of not being able to relate personally or socially Somtimes i wonder what it would be like to be respected But until then i'll dream about bein' accepted I wonder what it would feel like to be respected Chorus: All wrong no right no one no sun no light this life this fight i'll hide Inside no matter where you go you can't escape what's inside. Man somebody get me out of this place Of loneliness hopelessness depression and disgrace At this pace i'm on the verge of self-destruction With nothin' to go on but my self instruction So what does that leave me I try to communicate with the world but none of you out There could perceive me So instead of words i began to express through actions So anger n rage become my mere satisfaction Hate fills my being i'm seeing no means of release So i escape into my fantasy where i live in peace Here i can be anybody i want to here i can be anybody i choose too Here in this place i feel good there's no restriction this place Is so good that it's becoming my addiction I say im not lost but why am i searching I say pain don't phase me but then again why am i hurtin I say i wont show emotion but yet I can't hide these eyes that have been stained by tears I say i can't be held back but yet i've been in the same place for years I say i wanna go free but something keeps me bound I say i wanna go higher but my feet haven't left the ground Man i told ya'll i didn't care but then again why is my heart so heavy I told the world to bring it but deep down i knew i wasn't ready I said i couldnt be deceived meanwhile im walking into the same old traps I said i couldnt be broke as i watch my world collapse Watch my world collapse Chorus: No matter where you go you can't escape what's inside No matter where you go you can't escape what's inside No matter where you go you can't escape what's inside No matter where i go (repeat 2x)