I'll be wrecked, I'll be ruined
 I don't know how I'll get past tomorrow
 I bet I'll be broken open wide
 I don't think I told you, I feel terrible
 I've been sitting in this chair since Sunday
 In the same clothes with unwashed hair
 Nothing moving, I feel unusual

 Holy Moses, I've been hanging over
 Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette
 Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone and
 I cannot remember when I was
 happy

 Can you feel my heart beating like a thunder ball
 Can you hear every sound I'm making
 In the darkness Without breathing
 Nothing moving I feel peculiar
 I don't know, I can't tell
 If I am .... myself
 If I was a good girl would I be here?
 If I was so stupid
 then what was what you did?
 You were not a good thing for me

 Holy Moses, I've been hanging over
 Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette
 Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone and
 I cannot remember when I was
 happy

 happy, happy

 I don't know, I can't tell
 If I am ... myself
 I don't know, I can't tell
 If I am ... myself
 I don't know, I can't tell
 If I am ... myself