I can't even look at you 
You make fun of me for crying. 
Well I guess I do that a lot these days 
But I'm risking everything I have 
To love you 
To be with you. 
I open myself up and tell you all my deepest secrets 
But I wonder if you ever hear them. 
'Cause I really love you 
And now I even like you. 
But when you pulled away from me 
That's a place I'd rather not be. 
[Chorus:] So please forgive me 
You beautiful man. 
I know the good days 
Were the best we ever had. 
But when the dark side comes 
And you bring in the cold. 
Baby, that's just the winter 
Where I can't go. 
So you come to me 
And you ask me to hold you. 
And I did. 
I shed every layer of my skin. 
I let you in. 
I saw beauty in the demons 
And adventure in the stars. 
And I let my imagination 
Run way too far. 
And I really love you 
But I can't even reach you. 
Infatuated with your face 
'Til you go to that silent place. 
[Chorus] 
So you know how it is: 
Things are perfect today. 
Do our memories deceive us 
Maybe we look the other way? 
Oh, what's happening to me? 
I'm supposed to be independent. 
What's hapenning to me? 
I said I would never settle in. 
But I really love you 
And I can't ever reach you. 
Maybe we're not meant to be 
'Cause I can't lose myself, you see. 
So please forgive me 
You beautiful man. 
I know the good days 
Were the best we ever had. 
So please forgive me 
You beautiful man. 
I know it's not exactly 
What you had planned. 
When the dark side comes 
And you bring in the cold 
It is just the winter [repeat 10x]