Here I go again



Put me on the first train heading eastbound



And if by June I'm still alive



I promise not to tell my dad I'm miserable



But thanks for all his sacrifice



Cause I'm ashamed of the things that I did



I said whatever it took just to get her in bed



It's kind of fun when you're only a kid



But you grow up to learn that the scars you cut are permanent

But I haven't had one drink in three whole years



There's no need for drinking when you're not here



Do you find it amusing that I'm seeing clear



In this haze of hateful atmosphere



So come on



We're not fooling anybody tonight



We're the king and queen of socialsuicide



And things aren't better now



Knowing that we've never found anyone else

So take me out



Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone



And if anyone can help



I think I'm losing it



I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip



I've got a problem with my selfcontrol



I fall in love when I'm with any girl



But they got it wrong saying 'love is blind' It's fine



It's just disguised as sex tonight

And it's too hard to deny

Now she's got that dress on



You know the one that shows off



The things that she could do to me



And I'm taking lessons



On how not to beg for sex



When it's just a side effect we're feeling from the ecstasy



So come on we're not getting any younger tonight



You're the gracious host and I'm the parasite



It's the simple act of growing old



Mix it with chemicals and we're the end result



Slow down cause I can tell when you're aroused



Like now

So take me out



Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone



And if anyone can help



I think I'm losing it



I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip



I've got a problem with my selfcontrol



I fall in love when I'm with any girl



But they got it wrong saying 'love is blind' It's fine



It's just disguised as sex tonight

And as long as I'm alive



I'll try to mend this broken future that we call life



And I'm doing better all the time



Just pretend you care for me tonight



I think it's safe to say that I'll be fine this time.

So take me out



Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone



And if anyone can help



I'm losing it



so this one goes out

To all you love struck fools



I've got news for you



I know a thing or two on giving up



To all you heartless souls



I think it's best you know



I play the leading role on giving up...