Well I'm taking time to realize



I'm making myself sick



With every pill that fills me inside



It makes it hard for me to quit



It's not like I want to be a slave to something



But somethings got me and now I can't stop



Burning out



I'm a lost cause



And I might not be here tomorrow

So call the cops



And tell them to lock me away



I'm sick and dying in vain



In there I can't hurt myself anymore



But I don't feel guilty cause we all make mistakes



And I'll just learn on the way



And maybe tomorrow



I'll be give this all up



But tonight I'm begging you for more

Cause all I wanted was a future



That I could call my own



But it isn't easy not to need this



And just let it go



You gotta believe me



I can't stop

Right Now I couldn't care less if this shit fucking kills me



Don't Save; Drown me



God is dead I'm buried by his side



This Ain't Temporary now

So I take a moment



And I let these pills sink in



Now I know I shouldn't be happy



But these chemicals let me pretend



Cause I've tried so hard



To give it up



But I give in to demons



Just give me a reason to stop



Cause I want more



My destiny has forgot me

So call the cops



Tell them to lock me away



And if I die



Then hide my body



But tell everyone I'm fine



Are we so perfect that we can't make mistakes



I want to learn on the way



I promise tomorrow I'll give it up

So come on



Give me that chemical contact



Oh yea you make me feel so good



I got an itch you can scratch



So just kill me now



And End This War