i wish you could see yourself standing there now. so tall 
so proud so bold. do you recognize those footprints in 
the sand? they have always been your own/ its beautiful.

so whats another day to spend away from her and die a 
little more inside? its just another night to lie awake 
and wonder... i've written a thousand pages in her name 
and i just want to know, does she ever regret? does she 
miss our love? my soul has shattered and fallen to the 
floor. i still remember your face and how beautiful you 
were to me. when we were beautiful, together. looking 
back it was so beautiful. it could have been so 
beautiful. i remember. 

i tried to understand you, but i can't.