There was a time when stillness meant nothing to me

Once, silence meant lack of sound;

Fall came once a year

I danced, redcheeked, 

each year's first snow,

tongue out to taste each flake's welcome sting

I laughed, distinct from nature's cycles,

A scrap of wonder, floating in a torrent 

of sorrow I couldn't grasp

That laugh, mouth open, sums up my past

I craved fulfillment, too shallow to know

I could never be fully filled again



Here we are and it's open

I lay her down in the glow (half of creation's destruction).

Replaced the moon and the stars with candles

Black and Grey

is to drown, yesterday yesterday



Fades (through broken glass)

Hate (what I've become)

Enclosed, please find Silence

Fade (through broken glass)

Hate (what I've become)

Enclosed please find Silence,

Everything's shallow, 

we're chasing ourselves 

beneath a stone,

I am covered in make-up 

that won't wash away 

beneath a stone

We are joy (I was just a boy) 

Goodnight



Beauty scar, powdered make-up, 

melting eyes, smile of bone

I replaced the moon and the stars with candles

We are all the same, everything everything



Fades (through broken glass)

Hate (what I've become)

Enclosed, please find Silence

Fade (through broken glass)

Hate (what I've become)

Enclosed please find Silence,

Everything¹s shallow, 

we're chasing ourselves beneath a stone,

I am covered in make-up 

that won't wash away beneath a stone

We are joy, so take my hand

We are joy, so take my hand



Sing inside the shadows

she surrounds the love I hid

The beating of a god

that won't let go. I know,

Black and Grey is to drown in yesterday

We are joy, so take my hand

We are joy, so take my hand