what got you through the night 

won't do when the sunlight crashes through your blinds. 

it finds you sleeping on the floor. 

padlocks on your door. 

drugs the drugs never did enough to stop the avalanche cascading. 

talking in your sleep. 

telling stories that you keep in a drawer beside your bed. 

incisions, decisions, prescriptions laying on the floor. 

padlocks on your door.