not scared of being me

i've thrown my cares away

used to want so much more

now i think i'm okay

i never liked myself

but now i realise

there's so much more to me

than my fat ass and thighs



shut the door

turn the light off

under covers

make the noise stop

sew my eyes closed

drown in vodka

tears like acid

getting smaller



i dont need you now i've got me



not scared of facing you

i've heard it all before

you can spit in my face

cos i know i'm hardcore

i bet you like yourself

i hope you realise

there's nothing more to you

than your deceit and lies