Hit you from behind

She messed up all you though you stood for

Never had a rollercoaster so unkind

Creeping up and then rushing down so fast

Screaming loud

All the time ignoring all my...



Questions, pressures to say

What you should say

How you feel today



And I'll force out a smile

A smile that hides behind it

A hand that wants to punch a smile into you



You reeled so surprised when her love went tumbling all around you

Tried to hide from you just how well I'd understand

You retreated into a world where I caused the pain

All the time ignoring all my...



Questions, pressures to see

What you should see

What you mean to me



But I'll force out a smile

A smile that hates the things you do



If I could shout, if I could dream

If I could tell the things you dream

If I could draw a picture for you

Of how I feel

The words would fall around your ears



And I'll force out a smile

A smile that hides behind it

A hand that wants to hold you tightly to me