Frustrated 

It's swimming through my head 

Like every other one 

Like any other one, it still adds up 

My old familiar friend 

You know just what I want 

Convinced that what I've got, is not enough 


I get so frustrated, that I cannot shake it 

I feel contagious, my will is breaking 


I love the way it tastes 

I shovel every crumb 

And to swollen limbs I have gone numb 

I see what makes it sin 

So the will be done of everything I hate 

And have become 


For moments of bliss and beautiful things 

The craving is long and unforgiving 

The shadow of regret has made a friend of me 

For moments of bliss and beautiful things