I've been holding this inside my head
I've been fantasizing about my end
This illusion I can't break
This attraction to my fate

There's a spirit deep under the skin
It's been chasing all my closest friends
They will sing it's ageless songs
All the world wants to hum along

I can feel this, I feel this, I feel this now
I can't hold you, can't hold you, hold you out
There are these moments so great they form a melody
I can feel this, I taste this, it's on my teeth

I can't seem to shake this no, with all these moving parts I found you in the dark x 2

I cannot stand up, leave this disease
My friends are naive, hipocrytes who speak too much about hell
I cannot quit being all chained up
How can I kill myself to live?
But they have got me thinkin'

can feel this, I feel this, I feel this now
I can't hold you, can't hold you, hold you out
There are these moments so great the form a melody
I can feel this

I can't seem to shake this no, with all these moving parts I found you in the dark x 2

You're on the tip of my tongue
You're filling up my lungs
You're on the tip of my tongue
I can feel you
On the tip of my tongue