Illustrating suicide in my head
Sacrificing virgins in my bed
Blood is such a gorgeous shade of red

Living off the lies that I've been fed
Finding inspiration in the words I've read
My Friends will be famous when they're dead

Desensitized by the life I've led
Physically drained, emotionally bled
My friends will be sober when they're dead

I cannot shake this shadow
I cannot live, though I can't let go
I cannot shake this shadow
I cannot love, though I can't let go